The Lotus Soul Enlightens the Silly Ego {A Story}

Here is a personal story to all the boys and girls out there. It goes like this: Once upon a time, in a land not so far away....


Before I discovered the power of purpose
I was easily enticed by the surface
How easy it is to be caught in pretension
And deviate from honorable intentions
When missions become perverted
And wisdom is suddenly inverted
And what's right becomes left field
And you're beckoning for your soul to be healed
And your decisions become obscure
Because you've listened to everyone else's rules
You've ignored your own morals
And you're judgement is uncontrollable
And confusion is your best friend
And your goals are an ancient reminiscent
And you're wondering where you went wrong
When all you wanted was to be right all along

The only thing that can fix a fucked up situation is love
The only thing that can fix a messed up situation is love
The only thing that can fix any situation is love

Through an aching heart one can begin the journey of light
Through pain one can experience miracles and deep insight
Through simple surrender one can give up false victory
Through silent meditation one can give in to an epiphany

I never new that I was like a lotus flower needing to follow the light
And like a lotus, I must retreat from the darkness at night
Allowing the oil and mud to slide off my petals
Purifying myself of debris and toxic metals
Cleansing myself of what is no longer needed
Nurturing the soul and knowing what to feed it
Teaching myself to rediscover health and proper wealth
Learning the rich and poor qualities of my highest self
Learning authentic lessons of the spirit, heart, and mind
Letting go of those aches and pains from the climb

The love in the heart is the only thing that fulfills
The love in the heart is the brightest thing that fulfills
The love in the heart is the best thing that fulfills
And it heals, and heals, and heals....


And that is the story of how the lotus soul used love and light to defeat the silly ego, the force that thought it could out trick me from my divine purpose. Hope you could appreciate, because I know I didn't struggle in vain.

The end



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Been a while...

Been a while since I last blogged. Life put me up in the eye of the tornado, simply because some things needed to spin up on my path. Interestingly enough, each disaster lead me to more surrender and peace than before the storms. It cleaned up my act so that I was no longer acting up. If I said that I was committed to living a path of light and love, well gosh darn it, it better be authentic. And so, I got an authentic spanking... or two... or three....

Still cleaning up the pieces.

That being said, I decided to share some writings. I guess the best fuel for any artist is experience. Consider me fueled and ready. Spirt and my life path are my muse and they've been up to some serious musings. :)
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A Lightworker In Her Own Shadow

Spent a fortune buying florescent eco-friendly light bulbs, 100watts,
three per room.
Spent much time on the lighting fitures, the arrangements
carefully placed.
Even opened up all the windows so the natural light could
make things better.

Turned on the light switch in every room and then sat with closed eyes,
wondering why the darkness was still there.
Why, that after so many years of bringing in the light,
the best quality light, the shadows remained.
Must have been too scared to see. To see the clutter, the second-hand
furniture and pack-rat belongings.
See the carpet stains and dust balls. See what was old and unlovable.

I cried, eyes still closed. And prayed, eyes still closed. And screamed,
eyes still closed. And all but gave up 300x.
And then, something so soft that it almost didn't belong in the
home at all began to whisper.
It was too soft, almost too quiet for the noise of my sobs.
But it whispered. And whispered. And talked.
And sang. It sang. It sang me the most beautiful lullaby, like the
invisible used to sing to me as an infinite.
And I sang. I sang from the heart. It came from the heart.
I sang my eyes all the way open and found that my smile was enough to
illuminate everything.

It's funny how a little love created the courage to be the light and
clean up house simultaneously.
A little love repaired the furniture dents and carpet burns, or at least
made them acceptable.
A little love gave me the confidence to open my eyes and shine brilliantly.

I am realizing that love is the most universal tool you can keep in your
personal temple. It's essentially who we are.

Behold: The Circle. Life was never meant to be linear, anyway.

The path of self-development is a circular journey. Just as you've begun to grasp a deeper understanding of yourself and progress on your spiritual path, you may discover a challenge that tests your development. The obstacle may throw you off your balance, and you may begin to feel like your journey is regressing. However, challenges allow for personal growth. They are the Universe's way of reminding you that, no matter how evolved you may feel, you are still a human being with an ego. The challenge is simply the contrast that leads you to further expansion.

The world is made of cycles in the evolutionary process. The sun and moon have their own cycles that govern the earth. There is time for planting and time for harvest, time for movement and time for sleep, time for visibility and time for hibernation. Respecting the cycles of nature will allow us to respect the cycles of our own growth in consciousness. As far as I have observed, the human spiritual development cycle appears as follows:

A time for awakening: This can be compared to the spring season, or the onset of the new moon. This is when one becomes disconnected from their ego and discovers a newer way of being. You know you are in the awakening phase if you are being presented with a new outlook on life. For example, you may attend a lecture, read a book, or reach new heights in their meditation and be propelled into a new level of consciousness. The emphasis for this phase is conscious discovery.

A time for active change: This can be compared to the summer season, or the waxing of the moon. This is when one ripens their awakening process with active movement. Decisions are made, a new approach is acted upon, or you may become engaged in heavy discussion around the subject. You know you are in a time for active change if you are compelled to act differently. For example, if you have become awakened to a new diet in the last phase, you may begin to buy different groceries or try new recipes. The emphasis of this phase is in conscious shifting.

A time for awareness: This can be compared to the fall season, or the full moon. This period is meant for harvesting your actions and celebrating your personal growth. You know you are in a time for awareness when you are teaching what you have learned or are acting as an example. For example, if your awareness is that you are often inattentive to your loved ones, and your active change is to increase your quality time with your family and friends, your time for awareness might be spent accepting the role of an attentive person. The emphasis for this phase is conscious being.

A time for humility: This can be compared to the winter season, or the waning of the moon. This is a period of vulnerability and knowledge that perhaps you have more to discover. This is when our challenges and tests surface for us. It is a time for reflection and allowing. You know you are in a time for humility when reflections of your attachments or insecurities begin to surface. For example, if your awakening was around financial irresponsibility, and you've shifted to become more financially literate and resourceful, your time for humility might include an unexpected expense that empties your bank account. This is the cosmic joke, a time for your lessons to be practiced. The emphasis for this phase is on consciously surrendering.

Each of these phases in spiritual development begin organically and in a circular fashion. This means that they arise out of one's own personal path, create expansive movements in the direction of one's life, and then creates another series of developments. One can consciously progress their personal path by practicing meditation, yoga, or other methods of self-study.

We may not be able to see the blueprint of what is happening in our life, or even fully understand the phase we are in, but we can begin to become neutral to the events in our lives and surrender to the process. Cultivating non-attachment to life's events plays a fundamental role in mastering the human consciousness. This does not mean stop being human. We all have emotions and egos that influence us. It does, however, mean to build an awareness that surpasses our lower minds and a peace that leads to enlightenment.



Helina Metaferia is a visual artist, holistic practitioner, and founder of The Meta Experience, a visual and healing arts company that exposes and educates people on creative wellness. She hopes to inspire people to embrace the process of life's cycles. Visit her on the web: http://www.themetaexperience.com.

Emotional Revolution: Taking back our power to be at peace with ourselves

Our emotions are a collection of mental and physical signals that we identify with. The more desirable end of the polar spectrum includes love, joy, peace, and excitement. Our more negative feelings include sadness, grief, anger, and emotional pain. Babies share their emotions freely, while adults are taught to suppress them, especially in public. Women are much more internal creatures and can experience these fluctuations more often than men. However, everyone experiences some of these feelings within their lifetime.

I suggest an emotional revolution. Here are my suggestions on how to release ourselves from emotional bondage and live in more optimal states of being:

1) Notice what is happening. Slow down your movement and your thoughts to discover what's happening in different parts of your body and mind. How can you shift your awareness to a desired energy field if you are not in tune with yourself. Focus on mind and body awareness. Is there tightness in your chest? Does your body feel hot? What are the nature of your thoughts in this moment? Become the observer of your own system.

2) Soften your grip. Many people live their lives with a tight grip on their emotional steering wheel. We tend to claim our emotions and identify with it. Instead of saying "I am sad" or "I feel lonely," look at the emotion as a separate entity that is looking for a host in your body. Realize that you are not the sadness, the loneliness, the happiness, or whatever feeling has come up. These are aspects of the collective conscious, experiences that we all encounter. These things are impermanent.

3) Emotion is simply energy in motion: let it flow and let it go. Give space around what you are feeling and give it room to take the back door out. Do this by taking deep breaths. On the inhale, draw in healing energy. On the exhale, release the emotion that you are carrying. Remember, it is not you, just an experience. Let it creep back into the collective consciousness so you can experience a new state in your reality.

4) Become an alchemist: transform your emotions into love. Out of all the emotions on this earth, love has the power to forgive, heal, and transcend. Pure love (not to be mistaken by infatuation or strong like) is unconditional and freeing. It can shift the ego and bring wisdom consciousness. To access true love, open your heart up with more deep breathing. Allow the energy of love to transform whatever was left of your old emotions. Discover the healing power of love.

5) Integrate these practices into your daily life. Although these steps can work wonders in any given situation, it takes practice to make this process habitual. Keep going. Keep growing.


Taking a stance in the emotional revolution means that you are doing some serious battle. You are opening yourself up to non-attachment and your highest potential. Some of the hardest work anyone can do is work on themselves. The rewards are abundant.

Love, light, peace, prosperity.



Helina Metaferia is an emotional warrior. She is a professional visual artist and certified holistic practitioner of Reiki, Thai Massage, Yoga Therapy, Meditation, and Intuitive Consultations. She is the founder of The Meta Experience, an art and wellness service. Her website is http://www.themetaexperience.com

A Healer's Secret - Ways to put some R & R in your days

Like most "busy" east coasters in America, I often find myself on autopilot all day. I get swarmed with appointments, meetings, art gigs, and administrative work for my business. After work there is family, friends, events, housework, errands, obligations, etc. The list goes on, and though I try to balance my work with play, it could be weeks before I see a day off during a hectic season.

There is nothing worse than getting a massage from a burnt out body worker. And how can the integrity of my artwork and commissions be maintained if I am overwhelmed and fatigued? I've decided long ago to not become a hypocritical healer and to practice what I preach -- that living whole and balanced through self-care can contribute immensely to your quality of life.

This being said, I have decided to put my personal maintenance tips on blast. I hope you can benefit from reading my secrets for daily rejuvenation. Feel free to comment and share some of your own techniques!

1) Take a pause for the cause. Make sure you incorporate some stillness in your day. If meditation is not your thing, then take a five minute break (or two, or four, or six) where you are simply doing nothing. A few moments of silence can allow the subsequent hours to be addressed with a deeper concentration and with minimum stress.

2) Bring presence into your activities. Whether you are working on the computer or cooking a meal, try to be as engaged as possible. By bringing awareness into the moment you are reducing your mental chatter and are practicing an active meditation.

3) Create a ritual in your day. If tea is your thing, give yourself a morning or evening tea ritual. Maybe you can look forward to a twenty minute bath. This tells the body that it is time to relax. Think of it as a signal for your body to decompress and to revitalize itself.

4) Diet, exercise and sleep. This feels like basic health information, though many people tend to slack on these areas during the busier times in their lives. Eating quality, healthy foods and providing your body with adequate exercise keeps the body, mind and spirit in optimum shape. Sleeping several hours each night at a proper time replenishes the body with much needed rest. If you find yourself exhausted, stressed or out of order, reflect on how you have been handling the essentials.

5) Laugh a good belly laugh as much as possible. Keeping your perspective light and incorporate some comedy in your day brings healing to your spirit. Laughter largely comes from outlook. Don't take things too seriously. Even the serious stuff can be dealt with in a light way.

Try some of these techniques and notice how you can restore wellness into any situation or circumstance.




Helina Metaferia is a holistic practitioner of Yoga Therapy, Meditation, Reiki, Thai Massage, and Intuitive Consultations. She also works as a professional fine art painter. She teaches techniques in art and healing so that people may transform their own lives. Visit www.themetaexperience.com for more information.

7 Things Every Artist Should Know

Creating pretty pictures, carrying out a tune or dancing on beat doesn't make one an artist. Being an artist is a desire to add something of value to this world. Art can alter your perspective, causing you to see color in any black and white environment. An artist has the ability to find pockets of inspiration and share their findings with others. With this ability comes a continuous desire to create and sustain themselves through their creations. Art becomes a lifestyle, and the artist is the vehicle for creative thinking.

I have been creating art all my life and have been seriously exhibiting my paintings since I was fifteen years old. Now, twelve years later, I'm leading artist workshops and classes for people of all ages, teaching them technical art skills, creative approaches, and the fundamentals of being an artist. Through watching my students develop and my professional artist peers grow, I've decided to list the common areas that people struggle as artists and ways in which one can succeed.

Here are some things you should consider as an artist:

1) Honor your style:
Every artist has a unique contribution to the arts. Our approach to our creative forms are as different as our fingerprints. Art tends to happen in movements, with cultural, social, political and periodic influences reflecting the direction of the majority of artists. However, within the schools of thought there is a personal voice that needs to be heard. Don't be scared to dance to your own rhythm or paint your own type of stroke. Discover your own individuality within the creative collective context.
Suggestion: Create a body of work for your eyes only! Don't worry about what other people might think for a moment. Create art that you may never share, just as if you were keeping a diary, if only for a period of time. This will help you discover your own expressions without any pressure and can fuel the work that you do publicly.

2) Practice, and practice often!
Many artists rarely devote the time and attention necessary to build their craft and become the master of their own skills. Artists often limit their abilities by concentrating their efforts on other obligations, such as school, work, families, and that other thing -- survival. Although all of our obligations are valid and important, an artist must make their craft a priority if they want to maximize their own growth potential.
Suggestion: Give yourself an artistic challenge. Set a goal for yourself, such as "paint one painting a week for 20 weeks" or "write one short poem a day." Whatever the goal may be, make sure it is realistic, practical, and purposeful. Be as detailed as possible in your goal. If you do not fulfill it, do not beat yourself up about it. Revise the goal and try again. But if you do accomplish your goal, you will learn something from the process, and have a bunch of great art to show for it!

3) Stay inspired:
Art requires constant fueling. Discover what makes you feel the most connected to your creativity. Is it being around certain people? Visiting certain places? Looking at other art? Pin point your inspiration techniques and actively participate in them. 
Suggestions: Find time in your routine to incorporate artistic inspiration in your daily life. Also, identify the blockages you may feel as an artist and do one thing daily to release that blockage. For example, if you feel that you don't have the space to create art regularly, then concentrate some effort to locating a reasonable option for you to have the space that you need. 

4) Don't be shy, let your art be known!
People want to see your work! Part of being an artist is being visible, so be sure to tell everyone you know that you are a working artist. Update them with your work and shows regularly through email, social media, direct mail, etc. Realize that you are your own marketer, a one person show, and that no one is better for such a job. Your visibility helps you succeed as an artist but also exposes people to the wonderful gifts that you have to offer.
Suggestions: Tell five people every day that you are an artist. As random as it may feel, be sure to let the people you may meet in casual or professional settings know what it is that you do. Networking is the best way to be successful in anything. Maintain your visibility with followup marketing, and watch word of mouth do the rest!

5) Teach:
Some people think that teachers are failed artists. What a horrible misconception! Teaching someone your skills helps keep you in the field, refines your own knowledge, and spreads encouragement in the arts. It a wonderful act of service that benefits the artist as well.
Suggestions: Find a compatible way to teach your art form. Most professional art teachers have had some formal schooling in the arts. If you are an artist with limited experience, share whatever you do know with someone casually. This helps build your confidence and your knowledge base, as you may have to do more research in order to share anything. If you already have steady employment and are not interested in teaching for pay, volunteer your artistic knowledge to a charity group or non-profit organization for a day. This will help you identify yourself more as an "expert" and will expose others to the work that you do.

6) Surround yourself with people that are more successful than you.
As with anything, being in good company helps! Forget the stereotype of a starving artist. There are plenty of successful artist professionals that have already achieved their goals and then some. Interacting with positive influences in your field can help inspire you and point you in the right direction.
Suggestions: Find a mentor. Ask someone in your community or artistic field to lend their support to you. If they are the busy type, they may be kind enough to give you periodic guidance over the phone. Be sure to also go to networking events, art shows, and stay up to date on the latest happenings in your creative field. Research public role models and stay current with their successes.

7) Appreciate Your Process:
Enjoy everything -- yes everything -- about being an artist. The creative path is organic and very individual. There are no direct rule books on how you express yourself and maintain yourself professionally. The more that you are in the flow and appreciative of your own plateaus and valleys, the more that your are opening up to your own way of being.
Suggestions: Write down a whole page (or two or three) of things that you love about being an artist. Look at that page when you forget why you are doing what you are doing. Keep this in your wallet, by your bedside, at your artist studio, or wherever you find it helpful. Trust in your own ability and have fun!



Helina Metaferia is a full time guerrilla artist and mother of several mixed media paintings and murals shown all over the nation. When she is not splattering paint, she is practicing yoga, reiki, Thai massage, and other holistic practices. Visit her at www.themetaexperience.com.

Divine Surrender - A Daily Meditation

Faith, trust and surrender are more than acts of wishful thinking. They are practices that nourish our spirits and strengthen our souls. They provide an opening into enlightened consciousness; an awareness that can transform the dominant lower mind, known as the ego, into supreme oneness. When we operate in full faith, we have let go of the illusions of the world and are grounded in true knowledge of self. We are no longer wrestling the daily world for control. Our mind, body and spirits are united in a divine flow, and we rest in knowing that we don't have to conduct the current.

Surrendering to the universe is a life lesson that, if anything, promises peace of mind. Some people may find it easier to surrender in one area of their lives but not in another. For example, one may feel that it is easy to give up their need for control when it comes to financial prosperity, but not when it comes to relationships. The things that ignite our fears become our personal lessons. It is in these areas that we need to discover courage and loosen our need to dictate our reality. 

How do you know what areas in your life that you need to surrender in? Pay close attention to your body. Look for signs of resistance. Our bodies give excellent signals on our stress levels. Notice if during a certain activity, such as balancing your checkbook or talking to a particular person, you exhibit the following body signals:

* Clenched teeth

* Tightened muscles 

* Shallow or restricted breathing

* Knots or butterflies in the stomach

* Heat building in the body 

* Sleepless nights

* Over thinking and an increased mental dialogue pertaining to the past or future

* A sudden injury or illness

If you have one or more habitual sensation when you are thinking about a situation, activity or person, you could be operating from anxiety rather than from faith. Sometimes we identify ourselves with our body's behavior and are not even aware that we are reacting in such discomfort. In general, letting go, surrender and faith can help ourselves discover relaxation, peace and contentment. 

Although many people may feel that it will take them years to achieve divine surrender over a particular issue, it can happen in a moment's notice. Often times, people discover their inner strength and freedom after a crises. It is only when things become the worst that we discover that we'll never have the control that our egos were fighting to compose. Luckily, we do not have to wait for a disaster before we develop trust and surrender. Practice this simple meditation to stimulate surrender in your daily life.

Meditation on Divine Surrender:

1) Close your eyes and sit in a comfortable seated position with your back straight and the top of your head pointed to the ceiling. Take deep breaths in and out of your nostrils while your lips are closed. 

2) Begin to relax the body. Focus on sending the breath into each body part -- your feet, legs, torso, arms, etc. -- until your muscles are loose and relaxed. Place a gentle smile on your lips as you complete this part of the exercise. Send the intention of love and light throughout your body. 

3) Visualize that which you are worried about in great detail. Imagine every aspect of the situation -- the people involved, the procedures, the environment. See it clearly in your mind's eye and feel all the emotions that come with the circumstance. Keep that gentle smile on your mouth all the while. 

4) Repeat the sacred mantra: "I let go, I free you, I free me, I surrender to the divine." Don't just say the words, feel them. Believe in them. You are releasing the need to "do" anything and are giving in to the power of being free. You are taking responsibility and moving into trust. 

5) Imagine your situation forming words and speaking back to you the same mantra: "I let go, I free you, I free me, I surrender to the divine." If you are thinking of a person, imagine him or her saying that to you. If you are thinking of a circumstance, imagine the energy behind the circumstance communicating to you through vibration. You cannot control what another person says or does, but you can shift your thoughts so that you imagine that your situation is receptive to your trust and that it wants to give into the surrender as well. 

Practice this surrender meditation as often as you would like, but at least daily until you feel the effects of it. You may notice a difference in your attitudes in just one session, or over the course of several sessions. Be patient. Trust. Have faith. Let go.

Helina Metaferia is a visual artist and holistic practitioner of Reiki, Thai Massage, Intuitive Consultations, Yoga Therapy, and Meditation Instruction. Her website is www.themetaexperience.com.